Insecurity

Why is insecurity so called?
Surely being ‘in’ – means being secure.
I’m insecure when I feel ‘out’.

Out of what?
Out of the crowd
Out of my depth
Out of control
Out of peace
Out of worth.

What constitutes worth?
Beauty
Intelligence
Charisma
Skills
Money
Perhaps to the world – but to God?

To God – being his child is worth.
I’m worth everything.
Jesus died for me – so that I have value
No higher price ever paid.

Why do I feel insecure?